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On un-sure-ness-ity and too much food

We’re in the final countdown (why, oh why, does my head insist on immediately going into 80’s hair band mode as soon as I hear that phrase? It’s just not right) for our move into our long-term flat over in Kensington. Wait, scratch that. The Royal Borough of Kensington and Chelsea. There, doesn’t that just go trippingly along the tongue?

I haven’t been posting much because, well, we’ve been busy. You know, moving continents and all. Well, us moving. Not us moving continents in a continental drift kind of way. I can barely get The Max to go to bed when it’s time; there’s no way I could get Europe to budge an inch.

We have nothing. Literally. Just some clothes and some toys for The Max. We’ve been looking at kitchen things and have finally decided on some towels (multi-colored, if you were interested) and two pillows. Everything else we own is still back in Chicago and, at this point, we’re not sure what we’re going to wind up moving over here. The furniture we have left is definitely not coming. My books? Doubtful. When we go back for a wedding in March, we’ll probably just get the rest of our clothes and more Max toys.

Which leaves us with…nothing. Does it even make sense to bring over any of our kitchen things? Probably not. What about our artwork? Therein lies the rub. Our collection of artsy stuff is really what makes our place…our place. My giant hanging frog. Our paintings and photographs. The big dragon for our mantle (of which we have none now, instead having just this flowerly wall-papered fake fireplace area sans mantle). My dad’s chess clock. Things like that. Perhaps we just store it all since we have to keep a storage area anyway and collect it when we go back to the states, whenever that is.

Of course, what happens if we decide to stay expats? I dunno. My life right now actually seems like a giant ball of “I Don’t Know.” Which is better than a giant ball of suck, so I suppose I can’t complain. I can just wonder.

We did buy Max a box of Legos to hold him over so he’s good.

But I guess I should share some of the interesting stuff, right? Rather than just general kvetching? We have been trying lots of restaurants, though quite a few were chains (just not chains that we’re familiar with) because they were open during the holidays. The UK shuts down quite a bit over the Christmas / New Year’s timeframe.

But I have to say, even the largish chains do things pretty well here (at least the ones we went to). Let’s see, there was a great meal at Zizzi (an Italian place) with a great Spanish waiter named Jorge. He was very friendly and told us his fav spot in the area is Camden. That’s definitely on my list to visit. Then there was Nando’s, which wasn’t anything like I thought it was going to be (and probably my least favorite of the places we tried, though the chicken was pretty good). Pommodoro Rosso (i.e. Red Tomato) over near our new place which had some AMAZING freshly sugared and nutella-d doughnuts. Oh my heavens, they were good. Everything else was good too and the staff there were friendly. And Pizza Express, which actually has very nice pizza, even though it sounds like a terrible place just based on the name. And…um, Patara, a really nice Thai place with what Tony called the best curry he’s ever had. There are only three or so of those, so it’s not a huge chain at least. Then a lovely French-style bakery called Pain Q-something-or-other which I would not at all have thought it was a chain except everywhere we go we run into another one. One place that wasn’t a chain was called Napket and they claim to be Snob Food. The food wasn’t bad, but service definitely wasn’t great and the overall experience there doesn’t make me want to try it again.  Um, and also the Haha Bar and Grill. I’m not sure why it’s got such a funny name (ha, ha), but it was okay. Mostly The Max ate there, but he gobbled up the fish and chips, so that was a success.  Oh, and Tony has been picking up meat from Jamie Oliver’s Barbecoa butcher shop and I gotta say, YUM. Well, you know, after it’s been cooked. I’m sure I’m forgetting some places, but that’s all the ones I can think of off the top of my head. London is a great town for foodies and I can’t wait to explore some non-chain restaurants.

Thank heavens we have no car and have been walking tons. Otherwise I’d already weigh a bazillion pounds.

Anyway, that’s it for now. I will try and be better about updating, though it will be easier after the 12th when we get real Internet again. The Vodafone dongle thingy works, but sometimes it is terribly slow.

P.S. There will be no pictures for the forseeable future as our Samsung camera is once again on the fritz and I had to send it all the way to New Jersey to get it fixed. Hopefully they can fix it. Hopefully they won’t try to claim it’s out of warranty when we’ve only had it 9 months (and this is their second time fixing it). Hopefully my sister won’t mind sending it back to us (we had to put in a US address, since Samsung wouldn’t send it back to us here in London).

So…a blog post. Looky here.

I haven’t been posting much. Okay, at all.

I’ll be honest. It’s because of a lot of reasons but in part because I’ve been really bummed in general and feeling kind of eh and ugh and bleh. Both in a physical and a mental sense. And I keep thinking I really ought to keep this blog, you know, LIGHT and AIRY and FLUFFY and FUNNY. Which is hard to do when you’re feeling kind of urk.

There are other authors peeps who keep it more real (like the ever lovely Myra McEntire and Stephanie Kuehnert) and sometimes I think maybe I should be like that. They do it so nicely and authentically. But then I think, urm, maybe all the stuff that goes on in my head really shouldn’t come out. Especially when I’m somewhere kinda dark. So I don’t know. I don’t really have any answers for that.

But as my cousin and web designer guru guy reminded me today (*has it really been since August 23rd since you posted?*), a blog is kinda useless and dead without actual, you know, posts.

So here I am.

Part of what has been eating away at my brain I still can’t talk about (maybe in November. But maybe not until February. I just don’t know yet). And it will, honestly, be a huge burden off of me once I can talk about all that stuff. But I can’t yet. So…

There’s The Book That Wouldn’t Die. The one I’m doing revisions for my agent on now. It’s going okay, actually. There are parts I still don’t love, but I’m working on it. And I do hope to have it done within the next week or two. Feedback has been pretty good on it, overall, from the few beta readers I have.

The big question in my head, of course, is whether or not my agent is gonna be able to sell it (which is, I’m sure, exactly one of the questions you are NEVER supposed to post on your writer blog because we’re all supposed to be POSITIVE at all times and never admit FEAR). This book is actually the first time I’ve got a book being taken around by an agent. So I don’t really know what to expect or hope for. I sold my first one myself and the second one was a sequel, so there really wasn’t much selling going on, if you know what I mean. Is anyone gonna buy this puppy? Or did I just waste months of my life? (though, okay, yeah, I know, you learn something new every time you write and yes, that’s totally true, but still.)

And then I worry about my current books that are out there. Sales on the second one seem to be going slower than the first one, but I’m being told that they’re still okay and that sales in general are down. Still, it makes me freak out a bit. Every day I get people writing to ask me when the third book will come out and the honest answer is that I have no idea. My publisher isn’t huge, so they (I imagine) want to see a certain number of sales before they ask me for a third book. I dunno what that magic number is. Every time someone writes me to basically say “hey, you, author lady, get your butt in gear and write that book!” I kinda wanna go AAAAAgggggggggghhhhhhh. Because I’d love to write that book. I even mostly know what’s going to happen in it. But I’ve got no control over it. Though I guess I could say “hey, you, readers who want another Mina book, get your butts in gear and go buy the second book so I can write the third one!” But that’d probably be impolite, you think?

I think the perception out there is often that once you’ve got a book or two out, everything is easy-peasy. But nothing about publishing is ever easy (well, at least, not for anyone I know).

I know I need to not worry about these things and just keep slogging away, but it’s been hard lately with all the other stuff I can’t talk about (and really, I can’t). My brain has just been feeling like it needs to implode.

But look, a blog post. Ain’t it shiny and new?

New year, new me…

Well, we (as in, me and the hubster) have made the trite and oft-used resolution of losing weight. We both want to lose about 25 pounds. So far, I’ve lost 2. Just mostly modifying the diet so far….honestly, am not quite sure how to fit in exercise yet. We’ll see.

So today…had plain yogurt with granola for breakfast. Lunch was a Lean Cuisine thing (and that’s all I can say about that). Dinner will probably be something similar…Tony is out of town, so I’m going the easy route. The Max? He had chicken nuggets and tater tots for lunch.

The good news is that Tony is dieting too. It’s really hard to diet in a household if you’re the only one, especially when he does the majority of the cooking.

Hopefully we can lose it. It’ll be like a whole new wardrobe again. :-) Though I guess that ditches my excuse to buy new clothes….hm.

Eh, whatever

I’m having one of those tired, wintry grey and unmotivated days. I’ve gotten a few things done, but not as much as I’d like (ok, actually, like I ever get done everything I want to). I just really want to sleep or veg or totally crash out.

Pretty quiet day today.

Though Gracie did half fall into the toilet today.

And tried to play it off like she “meant to do that.” Unsuccessfully.

I have some writing stuff I really need to get to, if I can just wake myself up enough to do it. And tons more books to mail out. I need to find a little cart that will fit in my car because I’m getting to the point I can’t carry too much heavy stuff at once. Belly gets in the way.

And scale is still staying on the same bloody spot. Grrrr. Still haven’t gained an ounce since my last Dr. appointment.

Where’s the beef??

I can’t seem to *&@!#@!# gain any weight! And trust me, I have never, ever had this problem before in my entire life. When I was super-skinny (a way long time ago in the distant past) it was because I wasn’t eating much. Pretty much since I met Tony, it’s been a slow climb uphill. And now, now that I actually need to gain some weight, I can’t seem to. It’s kind of frustrating.

I feel like I am eating enough. Or rather, I feel like I can’t really eat any more than I’m eating.

Oh, but the belly. The belly keeps getting bigger and bigger. I realized yesterday I couldn’t zip up the jacket I was wearing. And my belly button, which was never super deep, is now getting pretty flat. It hasn’t popped up yet like a meat thermometer/timer, but I can see it coming.

Oh well. I’m off to go eat some more.

Blechiness

I’ve been having a cold coming on for the last few days. It’s pretty much taken up residence now. The funny thing is, it always seems to start with Tony. First he complained of a sore throat and then I had one. Then, after a day of feeling a little icky, he seems to be back to feeling fine and I’m on to buying extra boxes of kleenex. How exactly does this always work out this way??

All legal again

I went today and (after two wrong turns…which is funny if you understand that I shouldn’t have turned AT ALL) got my Illinois drivers license and got my car registered. So I’m all legal again. I was kinda illegal because I should have gotten my car registered in January (my birthday month) but didn’t because a) at first, we thought we were going to move to an apartment up here while we looked for a house and then b) my car got shot and I couldn’t drive it anyway and c) I didn’t want to give Kentucky any more of my stinkin’ money. It all worked out okay. I’m all registered up now.

They actually make you take the vision test and a written exam here when you move in from another state. Kentucky didn’t make you do any of that. I don’t think Florida did either. I got my first license in Mississippi…not going to think about how long ago that was…

I actually missed one question on the test. Ack! But it wasn’t because I didn’t know the answer. I just didn’t get how they were wording the questions. I guess they didn’t care anyway, since they gave me the license. :-) I still felt like a dork for missing it though. It was on the shape of the sign warning you that kids are around and to be careful. LOL so I suppose all those kiddos in the neighborhood ought to watch out for me.

Let’s see…other than that…everything is going okay. The dresser arrived yesterday. Also the table and chairs, but the hardware was missing on those, so they are Fed-Ex’ing the rest to us and I’m supposed to call the delivery company once we’ve got it so they can set it all up. No biggee. Just need to find out when the couches are going to get here. Right now we’ve got one wicker chair and the La-Z-Boy in the family room (which, of course, means that you can often find Harley there, if he isn’t burrowed into the bed).

In other news…I think I should ban myself from watching Law & Order or CSI (and all the clones thereof). We’ve got cable again…actually, we’ve got super-cable now. Tony went ahead and got whatever the big package is. We figured we’d cancel things we didn’t use. It’s got DVR, On Demand, all kinds of stuff. I’ve determined that there’s an episode of L&O or CSI on at any given time of day. I like the show but a) they can be real downers and b) I don’t need to be watching that much TV. Shoot, I’ve still got a bazillion books to unpack. And a bazillion reviews to write up. If I can just work around my Spring Allergy headache (the sniffly sneezy head-going-to-explode headache).

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I keep debating about starting up a new blog — a private one. Blogger has that feature now where you can block your blog or just allow only certain people to view it (they have to log on). Sometimes there are things I want to kvetch about and I don’t really want to do it in a public place. Sometimes I’ll write about them in my offline journal — a real, honest-to-goodness diary. But I never remember to write happy stuff in it, so then it just winds up being a really depressing thing to thumb through. I dunno.

I think I am going to start a new blog for our move to Chicago though. Kind of like what we did with our Louisville blog. It was really handy — people/family could keep up with what we were up to and we could use it as a reference to all the places we’d discovered. I had been thinking about just adding that stuff to this blog, but it doesn’t really go somehow. I can move the few entries that I made about restaurants to the new blog.

Esp. since I want to be more structured and consistent with my writing once we move. This is kind of my writing / hopes / dreams / fears blog. Maybe I’ll go really crazy and post my word totals for the day. Then people can yell at me when I don’t write. heh.

Yikes. Kind of crazy, isn’t it? Maybe I should just go back to the whole paper & pen thing and not worry about keeping this stuff online at all.

I miss my car

I miss my car. Poor thing. It’s still in the shop. They called to get authorization to work on it today. But it will probably take at least a week or two before I get it back. Meanwhile, I have some smelly Pontiac to run around town in. It has horrible blind spots (for me). May the fleas of a thousand camels infest the arm pits of whoever killed my car.

Tony is actually in town today. He was supposed to leave Sunday for Toronto and I even took him to the airport, but his flight was canceled. He tried again this morning, same result. So he’s actually working in the Louisville office today. Probably just as well; he can water his poor plants. I wonder if they are still alive. He hasn’t been there in ages.

I posted some additional items for sale on Craigslist today and cross-posted them to our Louisville blog. We’ll see what happens. Tony really wants to sell the armoires. Have a few more things to possibly post, but waiting until after Wednesday since the people buying the house might be interested in some of it. I’ll give them first crack at it.

Stuffed up

Still sick. Feeling really blah. Would like to hook up a vacuum hose to my sinuses.

There’s another showing of the house tomorrow. Guess Don wants to bring someone by around 2 PM. Chris told him we had a verbal agreement, but I guess since nothing is final yet, people can still come by. Don’t know if this is the same person Don brought by before or someone else. No idea.

I’m not sure if I’ll exit the house or not for the showing. I’ll definitely stay out of the way, but I’m hoping I’ll feel good enought tomorrow to actually get some work done. Keeping my fingers crossed.

I need to start doing free writing exercises or something. Something creative. Have been stewing on some book ideas too. But my head feels too stuffed up and groggy to do any real writing. I suppose that’s just an excuse, though.

What I really feel like doing is taking out my charcoal and a drawing pad. Or painting. But I don’t really want to make a mess in the house right now. Not to mention I need to pack all that stuff up.

Watched Howl’s Moving Castle yesterday. I thought it was kind of strange that, other than the note “based on the novel by Diana Wynne Jones” at the very beginning, she was never mentioned again. All the interviews, etc. all talked about the Japanese fellow that first animated it. Talking about his wonderful imagination, etc., etc., blah, blah, blah. What about DWJ? It was her story first.

Great story too. I’ll have to pick up the book sometime. And don’t get me wrong, the animation was great. Wonderfully inventive. But, in my opinion, he was the one adding to a story. The central seed of it was planted by DWJ.

Am also very excited to see that they are making a movie of Neil Gaiman’s Coraline. One of my very favorite books. One of the only perfect books out there — I wouldn’t change a word in it.

Friends with Money

Just finished watching a movie: Friends with Money (Frances McDormand, Catherine Keener, Joan Cusack, Jennifer Aniston). Pretty good. Kind of one of those movies where there’s not exactly a plot…more like a slice of life kind of thing. Definitely departure for both Cusack and Aniston, IMO…Joan plays someone really normal & adjusted and Jennifer plays a pothead down on her luck.

Still sick with whatever it is that Tony gave me. Still going through kleenex, though not at quite as alarming a rate as I was.

Still in negotiation with the realtors over the house. Too bad the people that came yesterday haven’t made an offer. I imagine it was too soon for them, since I think they just started looking. They seemed to like the house and they were nice. Of course, I guess they still could make an offer. We haven’t signed anything yet. I imagine the people making the offer are nice too, though. Just haven’t met them. I just hope whoever buys it will take care of it. We put a lot of time & money & love into this house. I’d hate for it to go to waste. Man, I wish I hadn’t had those custom bookshelves put in. I love those. I don’t want to leave them. Ah, well.

There was another showing today. It was a good thing I left early since they got here early — I left a little after 4 and noticed them coming in when I drove by. They were supposed to have been here at 4:45. It was just one younger looking guy and the realtor. Don’t know anything about them other than they left muddy footprints in the bathroom and left the linen closet door open.

Oh – anyone notice the pictures I added to the side of the blog? I love that picture of Gracie. Though, honestly, not sure anyone reads this other than Pam (hey, Pam). So, if some complete stranger happens upon this, hey, take a look at my fat cat. Isn’t she funny?

I wish I could shake this illness. I really need to start packing. Also have lots of work I need to do on the website AND I really need to get the tax stuff together before Tony gets home. Not to mention…I’m completely SICK of snot.